82% of today i won.

You know its a good day when you get to poop, alone.  Today has been a good day, the kids behaved (mostly) and i actually got alot of housework done. I also cooked the best fried rice i have ever...

Motherhood- High School repeated

As i sat at one end of the table, while a group of mothers sat at the other, i realised that motherhood is like high school all over again. It sounds strange, but hear me out. Remember back in the...

My Resentment is Me.

As i sit staring into your eyes while you gaze innocently into mine, draped across my lap and nestled in my arm, you reach up to feel the tear that is softly rolling down my cheek, and i am reminded...

Part Time People.

​I want the best for my children, any mother does. So nothing infuriates me more than people who are in their lives part time. People who rarely ask how they are, and when they see them- sometimes they barely care....

Make memories, not moments.

This used to be something i lived by. In the wrong way. I used to use it as an excuse to justify my untidy house. Although it was not unhygienic, it was extremely untidy. I used to allow the housework...

My Mojo? Where?

One night back a few weeks ago, i decided to spice things up a bit.. if you know what i mean.  I had a refreshing shower, making sure i thoroughly cleaned myself of any foreign body that the kids so...

Silent Tears

As darkness descends and the battle begins once again i'm at war with myself. You speak the words with no remorse, the words that now come easy. You've said things before that has eaten away at the core of my...

Today, i reconcile with myself.

I want to tell you what the first thing i did when i woke up today was. After a somewhat successful blogging day yesterday, reaching goals i wasn't sure i would ever reach, i went to bed strong and confident...

To my 15 year old self, here you stand- Strong and Confident.

Maddi, Maddi, Maddi, You are still so young, and you have so many years ahead of you. You will fall in love with your friend, your Dr Phil, and then you will meet someone you think your in love with, but...